Bullettproof: la roux will save us!

Flustered but not diminished, blog world, I will not abandon this place I call home. I have recieved threats of non-existant pictures, and faced meaningless harassment, and yet here I sit, typing and unphased. Have at thee, world!

Back for the moment...

I stepped away because I needed to gain perspective on life, but now I find I have missed more than anything the safe self-disclosure and my dear online repository for my soul. I have missed it so dearly.

And goddamn has today been one of f*cking disclosure. I need the online support.

Seriously, first I wake up late, and have to call a friend for a ride, and then, miraculously I start sneezing my head off (getting sick AGAIN), and to top it all off, my phone company stopped blocking the number I had been blocking for the past month or so... It's enough to make my head hurt. Well, that and all of this god-forsaken heat, anyway....

At least I have people who loves me enough to help me through it, that always helps.

Thank you Lord. Thank you All.

When I began this blog, I promised myself I would take it as far as I needed it to go. I decided to carry it this far, and for me that's an achievement. I feel I've been able to do something here, and I'm not sure if I've grown past it-- or it has grown past me. Either way, I know my mission now, is fulfilled.

To anyone who reads this, thank you for sticking by me as I poured my soul out for all to see. It's been an excersise in bravery for me, and I'm sure a stretch of symathy for you at times to hear me go through it.

So this is it. Here is where we part, for now, but also probably for good. Unless otherwise compelled, I don't think I'll back, since this feels right, and complete.

...let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday..

On sex. Hot, digital sex.

No, seriously

This was a triumph!

SOC recap: Aveeno, Papers, energy drinks, Daisy, flowers, shopping, new interest, fun, elections, good times, naps.

Thoughts: True love, Angels, Charlotte

Portal2, B*tches!

Well, here we are again.
It's always such a pleasure.
Remember when you tried
to kill me twice?
Oh, how we laughed and laughed.
Except I wasn't laughing.
Under the circumstances,
I've been shockingly nice.

You want your freedom?
Take it.
That's what I'm counting on.

I used to want you dead,
But
now, I only want you gone.

She was a lot like you,
(Maybe not quite as heavy)
Now little Caroline is in here too.

One day they woke me up,
So I could Live forever.
It's such a shame the same
Will never happen to you.

You've got your
Short sad
Life left
That's what I'm counting on.
I'll let you get right to it.
Now, I only want you gone.

Goodbye my only friend.
Oh, did you think I meant you?
That would be funny
If it weren't so sad.
Well, you have been replaced.
I don't need anyone now.
When I delete you maybe
I'll stop feeling so bad.

Go make some new disaster.
That's what I'm counting on.
You're someone else's problem
Now, I only want you gone.
Now, I only want you gone.
Now, I only want you gone.
Gone.

Would you love me still?

I've got these habits that I cannot break