I can't believe I'm here again.I'm back to fighting and clawing and scratching another just to inflict more pain than I'm receiving. I'm back to being suspicious and afraid of the ones I call friends, for fear that they're abusing my blind trust and using me for their amusement. I'm sick of hoping and trusting and wishing for the best. I'm sick of hurting and being hurt. I just want to be left alone. I hate this, and I hate myself for letting it happen.
I'm choking out emotion, I'm biting back tears and leaking my "I told you so"'s.
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