The room is spinning and I am exhaling. my life is revolving and folding into itself; and I am not afraid. The necessity is to feel, think and be. But I ignore our universes call. I can turn my eyes from the stark nature of reality and find my peace like this. Nothing else matters when this is the reality I create. Furthremore, my life affirms this existance as real; I know it is not, but it insists its right to existance.
I am unsure that this life will persist, but I am satisfied with what I see as real. I hope I do not throw up tonight; I have to maintain my dignity, after all. I am extrordinarily happy with tonight. This can only get better.
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